I'm Very Happy... How Sad...

Ang tagal na din na 'di ako nag po-post pero di naman sing tagal ng iba dyan na di na talaga nag po-post no!

Ahehe...

Ala lng...

So anyway... Meron na kong bagong buhay dito sa Trinity and I hate to admit that I am enjoying it too much... Too much that I don't miss my old friends anymore... And I hate it... I don't care if Berclimmicks no longer notices me anymoree... Unlike noon na kapag 'di ako napapansin nagngingitngit ako sa galit... Now ako na 'yung nakakalimot...

Naman kasi eh... Minsan sinisisi ko yung ibang tao, yung mga tinuring kong pinaka close na kaibigan, klung bakit wala na akong pake sa Berclimmicks... Yung original, true, Berclimmicks... Whatever happened to "Walang magkakalimutan"? Whatever happened to "Berclimmicks lives forever"? It is really sad...

Sinisisi ko sila kasi dati pakiramdam ko hindi ako importante... Na hindi ako mahalaga... Na insignificant ako... Pero alam kong hindi totoo 'yon... Kaya naman galit ako sa sarili ko dahil naninisi pa ako ng ibang tao kung bakit hindi ko namimiss ang berclimmicks... Samantalang yung ibang tao halos laging sinasabi n miss na nila ang berclimmicks...

Miss ko din naman ang Berclimmicks but, I think, not as much as other people do... Nakakaasar!!!

Basta... Miss ko n kayo...

Magparamdam kayo...

Jessie! Jepoy! Jet! Naman... please...

Berclimmicks lives forever... Sayang yung dinikit kong ganun sa pader ng kwarto ko... Naman!!!! :'c !!!

killing time.. with my beshy... perfect...

ok... i'm here at a pc shop not very far from our home (not very near neither)...

and well... i'm with my brother... he's doing some research ang i'm here, chatting...
with my beshy!!!

who just signed out... haay...

anyway... guess what we were chatting about... Jako...

Let me just copy then paste it here ok? I'll divide it to a few sections... ok? Here it is:

Academics...

abdul : sa introso
abdul : introduction to sociology
francis : socio and antrofrancis : may ganun din kame...
francis : francis : midterm p lng namen nxt wik
francis : patapos n kayu d b?>
francis : ...
francis : kaiinggit
abdul : yup
abdul :
francis : nako..

Abdul's visit planned

francis : ay!
francis : sabi ni kuya
francis : punta ka saw minsan sa bahay
francis : sino ang kilalang hapon?
abdul : huH?
BUZZ!!!
abdul : anoh?
francis : magpapaturo
francis : ata
abdul : ngek
abdul : onti lang alam ko sa nipponggo
francis : ng photoshopfrancis : gag
francis : gaga
abdul : ngek
abdul : kasi sabi mo "sino ang kilalang hapon"
abdul : ano ba ibig sabihin mo doon?
francis : wala un...
francis : ano
francis : punta ka ha
francis : ok?
francis : pag sem brake nyo na...
abdul : ngek
abdul : kelan?
abdul : okies
abdul : sige
francis : klan b sem brake?
abdul : sa sem break
francis : punta
francis : ka
francis : sa b day
francis : nya
abdul : sem break?
abdul : BREAK?
abdul : hmmmm...
abdul : ewan...
francis : aug. 16
abdul : mga...
francis : bday
abdul : ngek
francis : nya
abdul : noh k ba
francis : punta
francis : k
abdul : sem break namin is mga 29 pa
francis : wala n kyong psok nun d b?
francis : nye!!!
francis : basta punta ka!
francis : nag blog k p b?
abdul : may pasok po ako sa 16
abdul : leche ka
francis : ok
abdul : eh yan yung week before finals
francis : fyn
abdul : finals week namin is 22 to 26
francis : finingness
abdul :
abdul :

Coping up...

francis : uy7!
francis : may jowa n irlaloo
francis : si dan?
francis : girlaloo
francis : i miningness
abdul : may girlfriend na siya
abdul : tapos si patrick, meron na rin, pero nagbreak dinsila
francis : ngek!
abdul : tapos, si oman, wla pa rin, pero masgumaganda si kagandahang diyosa
francis : di ko man lng nalaman!
francis : ano p?
francis : ikaw?
francis : meyon n din?
abdul : tapos, si louie, loko loko pa rin
abdul : tapos si abdul, single as ever, pero dedicated celibate and virgin sanctuary professional
francis : uy...
francis : yuck!
francis : ahehe

Issues...

francis : ala lng...
abdul : hoy
francis : ano?
abdul : at least self-confessed and self-professed virgin ako noh
francis : hay nako!
francis : ako hindi na!
francis : alam mo b!
francis : lumalabas n yung bading issue ko!
abdul : ngek!?!
francis : pero katatawanan siya ngayon...
abdul : huh?
francis : ala lng...
abdul : ngek
abdul : wait
abdul : ano yun??
abdul : yung nde ka na virgin?
abdul : OWS?
abdul : TALAGAY!?!
francis : yung bakla daw ako...
francis : gagi joke lng...
francis : kaka anti prostate cancer lng
francis : hanggang APC
francis : lng ako...
francis : Anti Prostate Cancer
abdul : huh?
abdul : APC?
abdul : nagkaroon ka?
francis : hindi
francis : anti ng e...
francis : yun daw un e...
francis : kasi hindi nag e m ting kaya nagkakaganon d b?
francis : kaya ang new term ko
francis : sa "M" think ay
francis : anti prostate cancer
francis : thing*
abdul : OH!!!
abdul : so kapag nag M ka ng nag M, eh di magkakaprostate cancer ka?
francis : tama!
abdul : oh
abdul : okies
abdul : sana magka Prostate cancer si king
abdul :
francis : bakit?
francis : di ciya nag em?
abdul : M siya ng M
francis : nge!

So it's Jako...

francis : www.francismoses.blogspot.com
francis : see how desperate (?) i am
francis : with friends
abdul :
abdul : anyways
abdul : bkt ba nagappear yung issue un?
francis : wala lng
francis : kasi nagiging masayahin na naman ak
francis : o
francis : masyado...
francis : aun...
abdul : ngek
abdul : sa akin, nung first week pa lumabas yung issue
abdul : XD
abdul : XP
abdul : ngek
BUZZ!!!
abdul : ikaw naman kasi eh
abdul : wag mo nang pakialaman yung girlfriend ng ibang tao!!!
abdul :
BUZZ!!!
abdul : naku
abdul : ayan tuloy
francis : ahaha
abdul : pnagkakamalan kang bakla!!1
abdul :
francis : binabasa mo?
abdul : yup
abdul : hello
abdul : pinapabasa moh...
francis : gogo go!
francis : yung unang una basahin mo din
abdul : ay, hnde pla, kaya ko bnabasa ay dahil sa ibang rason...
francis : sa archives
francis : ahehe
abdul : de, joke...
abdul : wehehe
abdul :
francis : tungkol kay suzy yun e
francis : ala lng...
francis : punungpuno p din yan ng grammatical errors
francis : pero i tink
francis : nag improve
francis : kahit papaano
abdul : Jako Aficial appears to be offline and will receive your messages after signing in.
abdul: pro-Ruth-Jako ako
abdul: hayaan mo si Francis, wla lang yan magawa sa buhay niya
abdul:
francis : gaga
francis : aheheh
francis : abnormal ka
francis : kaya nga pla kita friend
francis : haay...
abdul :
abdul :
abdul : nde lahat naman kasi ng girlfriends ay masama
BUZZ!!!
francis : e dyosko!
francis : nka mor dan 46 n cya no!
francis : tama b yun?
abdul : ??????
abdul : ngek
abdul : hayaan mo
abdul : tao eh
abdul : syempre
abdul : hanap ng hanap ng lalake
abdul : haller
francis : normal b yun?
abdul : dba un ung life natin?
francis : nge!
francis : 46?!
francis : tas kawawa namn c jako d b?
francis : first nya un e...
francis : tas papalitan lng cya n parang basahan n bintao ng mga isda galing langit
abdul : preschool shits in the classroom, gradeschool bullying, highschool loser-stuffings, college breakdowns, jobless drug-use, has-work misfits, and then marriage
abdul : ay wait
abdul : mali
abdul : maglagay ka ng "find mate to mate with" between each thing
abdul : preschool shits in the classroom, find mate to mate with, gradeschool bullying, find mate to mate with, highschool loser-stuffings, find mate to mate with, college breakdowns, find mate to mate with, jobless drug-use, find mate to mate with, has-work misfits, find mate to mate with and then marriage, and still find mate to mate with
BUZZ!!!
francis : ano ba!
abdul : hayaan mo si ruth
abdul : kung maraming boyfriend eh di maraming boyfriend
abdul : so what>?
abdul : at least... she's still finding mate to mate with
abdul :
abdul : 46 boyfriends/girlfriends is normal in the dating scene
abdul :
abdul : so good luck
abdul : think about it
abdul : a girlfriend for jako is good naman, dba?
francis : ok...
francis : sabi ko nga...
abdul : at least give him his first chance...
abdul :
francis : let jako learn his lesson...
francis : kung meron man...
francis : na feeling ko meron...
francis : haay...
francis : kawawa naman...

The End

abdul : :
abdul :
abdul : cge
abdul : bye bye na
abdul :

ok... that was hard... And tiring...

i think that's enough for one entry... ahehe...

Have a nice, complete day... Mine was already...

Not enough emotion!!! Damn it!!!

Ok...

Jako is reading my blog right now and well... that's good...

I will still write the continuation of my "panghihimasok" entry but it won't be the same with the one I would have written 4 or 5 days ago... That would have been more emotional... More dramatic... More like me... But well, many people would be pleased if I will write it anyway including myself and of course Jako...

Ok... This is the reason (or so I think) why I seem to hate Ruth so much...

Ok... Like I said, I don't hate Ruth... It's just that I don't like her for Jako... This is Jako's first girlfriend and Jako is Ruth's 46th or even more... And like I said before, Jako is a friend and I don't want him to experience hurtful things... I don't want him to feel the pain the first love trauma (?) I felt with mine... I don't think Ruth would be a good girlfriend for Jako... And that thought keeps on getting stronger more and more... Jako thinks that I would change my stand as they go through their relationship but I don't... I find proofs (for myself) that his current girlfriend won't be a good girlfriend for him... Ok... I'll give examples (Ano 'to, lecture?)

First Ruth already had too many boyfriends... And it's not good... It's never good... I don't think she have been to any serious relationship and have no plans to getting into one... I have a feeling that she would make Jako's first time special...

Second proof... ruth don't believe in "courtship." Although Jako said that he do not believe in that too, I don't like women who thinks that if one loves someone it will happen and it will be seen instantly... Ruth is a livng, walking proof that it's not a good thing... Just imagine if you think you love someone in one glance... No, you don't need to imagine... Look at Ruth... maybe that's what happened... She thought that she loved sombody too much and ended up having relationship with too many men...

It's too harsh, I know, but that's how I think...

Then (this is Marinette's idea, not mine) Ruth has barkada and Jako too... And we (marinette, mostly) thinks that it's not a good idea... Because they will be diverted to their individual barkadas... It can be seen already... They are not as "sweet" as new bf's and gf's are suppose to be...

And finally, there are people like me who are unconsciously destroying their relationship... I don't intend to do it really... But that is how I think... sorry...

Well, at least they are happy, or so they say... I mean who would say they are not right? well, I sometimes do... with mine and suzy... ahehe...

Jako, I hope I will stand corrected... For once... I never am...

Hope you won't get hurt as badly as I had... I told you, you should have talked to your friends... to me... to us... Love is not only between two people in the said relationship... Love is a communal thing... Many will get affected... Many will notice... Many things will happen... Consciously and Unconsciously...

Well, Jako, I hope you would enjoy your first relationship... That I predict, I hope it won't be true, will be ver short...

Panghihimasok...

This is stupid...

My chest (or that part... whatever) is aching since yesterday night... About 10:00... Since the time I was informed that Jako and Ruth are "on" or whatever... Yes I know... It's none of my business, or so you think... Well I don't think so... I have all the business because as long as I am affected... As long as I think I am involved!

Ok... I know it is never good to just butt in anybody's life but the hell with those people who own the life... It's their fault that they gave me the chance to be a part of their lives!!! I know it's sounds stupid and irrational and senseless but that is how I feel!!! No! I'm not going to write through poems or antyhing!!! Why?!!!

Ok. Again, this is about Jako... Stop reading already... I know your not interested...

Thank you for still reading... At least I know four a true friend... O at least interested with my... well... irrationality... Here it goes...

Jako and Ruth... cla na... So? so... I don't feel right about it... I don't know why... Really... Well at least I some few theories about why I feel this way...

I think I care too much because Jako is a friend... Putang Ina! I consider him as my bestfriend!!! (I'm perspiring.. big time) And therefore I must care even though he don't want me to... Ok... WHY RUTH!!! JAKO!!!

Here's the thing, I never liked Ruth... Sorry... No, I don't despise her... I don't hate her... It's just that I don't feel comfortable with her... I was never warned... Jako!!! why???!!! You should at least have let me condition myself...

ok... ..

to be continued...

sorry guyz.

Gateway Adventures...

Ever handsome me... (Walang kokontra!!! blog ko to!!!)

Jako and me...

Jako and me... happier?...

Ruth and Lyrinne

...ang hirap i pose nung iba eh... ayaw... haay... sayang...

Gateway Adventure

Ok, here are the pics...

Me... having so much fun... or maybe too much...

me... again... i look better here, don't i?

From left: Trisha, Anne, Mary Grace, Ruth...

You go girl friends!!!

Berclimmicks TCQC four founders plus muse:

From left: Marinette (the muse... or mascot? joke!!!)

Jako, Jonathan, Miguel and me (holding the camera)...

Araneta Colliseum? ...we wish...

Ruth doing... mmm... the "stop! i love him!" pose...

Anne and Mary Grace... shy? I don't think so!!!

Ruth... again...

Controlling... Holding On...

I'm furious right now. With my subjects and teachers... More on the teachers actually... Ok, I just found out that I received a 66/100 on my PRELIM exam on STS as in Science, Technology and Society!!! My god! It's barely passing right?! And I think I am the highest in the cursed test!!! IMAGINE!!! FUCK!!!

Ok... I have a new set of pictures... I'll have it in a new entry... ok... you probably saw it already... FUCK!!!

Concerned? Jealous? ...Or just damn bored

hello!

Not in a very bad mood today... (HURRAH!) and yet, i'm troubled, but i don't know why... I guesse (?) because Jako (yes, Jako again) was not very happy for the last two days or just yesterday (i'm not sure, i am never) because of his fight (? - for the term, not the spelling) with Ruth. From my point of view, they are bestfriends which reminds me of Ramch even more... Having they're own bestfriend while I am considering them as mine... These two people are alike in more ways than one... For one thing, they both hate it when i kept on comparing them with each other...

Well anyway, I never knew what was the fight (?) all about. I think i will never... as always... and will forever be... i'm francis the insignificant remember (R-chi! I am the real one!!! ok? wag ka na... )... ok, enough... They are ok now... I ask Jako a while ago: "ano, ok n kayo?" and he nodded... I am not really sure what i was asking about but well, again, i will never know... They are both at the library right now actually while here i am typing this entry which, for all i know, nobody cared...

I trying my best to stop forcing myself to anybody's life but i'm not really doing good... For some odd, stupid, and all together senseless reason, i tend to keep on butting in somebody else's life... For those people, really, i don't intend to do it... i just do... i don't know why... maybe i want you to be a part of my sad life more than i want to be in yours... Sorry... ramch, jako... abdul, well, i always thought you allowed me to butt in to your life... i hope i never offended you...

Well, to end this entry, I'll include a picture (which has no relation, what-so-ever to my entry) of a stupidity my circle of friends here in TCQC did to a cleassmate who is celebrating his b-day... Of course, he was not there when we did it... He's name is Johnmerck Uy... HAPPY 17th (?) B-DAY MECK!!!

mom's b day!

it's my mom's b day today!!! Yun lang... :)