Last Resort

I got to speak to the person who inspired me to blog again! Well, sort of speak. Thanks to Facebook. Amazing! check it out:

Cool, huh?

Good thing he brought up that "niligawan mo pala ate ko" thing. We had something to talk about. Which reminded me (I forgot I had it, until then) of the pictures of him and her sister on my journal when I was in high school. Dave looks very different on those two pictures of him in my diary compared to what I'm seeing in his Lookbook now. 

The bad thing though is... this...

My heart raced when I read "PAKSYET!" My first thought was "ohmigadohmigadohmigad! Not again!" I didn't want to offend her again.

For some reason this reminds me of how I felt during the time I made that very stupid thing. It's been six years (more or less) but it's amazing how I can still vividly remember what happened. Must have been one of those character defining moments of my life.

It was the last months of 4th year high school. Everyone was looking for a date. Well, maybe not every one. I don't think my best friend Abdul even thought of bringing someone that night. But anyway, the point is that it was that moment when San Beda High School Class of 2005 were looking for, inviting or choosing a girl to date. I was one of the people who are in the "inviting" process. Mine did not go through as planned, unfortunately. Worse, I even offended the girl I wanted to be with.

Stupidly, I decided to invite her through chat. I think she said she'll think about it. Then I said I'll try to invite other girls and then I jokingly added that she would be my last resort. She was the only girl I ever asked. Of course, she turned me down and got mad. So I don't think she got the joke. :D

I always thought that ruined any chances I might have had with her at that time.

Well, I ended up without a date that night. (Along with most of my Berclimmicks friends. lol) For some reason, I don't remember if she was Marc's date that night though. Must have suppressed and forcibly erased memories of her that night due to despair and heartache. LOL.

Chiqui, were you there? Hmm. Must look for photos. :D

Come to think of it, I don't think I have any photos of myself that night. No, I don't! My god! Pathetic. LOL.

LOOKBOOK!!!

I signed up for this new website called "Lookbook." I wonder why I never heard of it before. Seems to be a very cool site for fashion conscious individuals (like me?).

Anyway, I just posted my very first look. It's the one I submitted for the Garage photo contest for Topman. Photo was taken by my bestbud, Joyce.

Foodendum

I left home early for work today. I was hoping not to ride a taxi but Lady Laziness got the better of me so I did. It was cool though. I rode an honest taxi - I mean not one of those taxis which meters run faster than the taxi itself.

This is the scene when I left home by the way.

That would be Emily, the helper, at the top most. Then my gorgeous mother in the middle and at the bottom of the pyramid (lol) would be my sister's daughter, Nicole (I'm not sure if it's called neice or nephew. too lazy to google. lol). That's what they do during their free time. More productive than just watching tv or taking siesta, right? :P

Although I left home early, I wasn't able to eat breakfast so I decided to eat something from the pantry. I went with spaghetti instead of champorado which I later regret. The thing was, quite frankly, disgusting. I forced myself to eat some so I can take my medicine for my cough and colds. I'm never buying anythink like that from them again. Never!

We had our anual Physical exam today. I found out that I'm a half inch taller! I'm now five feet and eight and a half inches tall. Another half inch more and I'm happy. For some reason I can't forget the poster from Folded and Hung a few years back. They had this model search competition and the minimum height requirement for guys is five feet nine inches. So that has always been my goal since then. I'm not really sure if I would still be growing any taller at all. Who knows.

The nurse had to take my blood pressure two times because the first one was a little high. She got 130/90 the first time when I know I'm usually 110/70. And that's exactly what she got the second time. Maybe my blood pressure went up because of that other nurse who painfully milked my finger for blood. Curse her!

We also had our eyes checked - I'm still 20/20. I always wondered what you see on that thing where you rest your chin on it and the doctor will check on the other side. It turned out, it's a hot air balloon scenery thing. Is it the same with all other machines of this kind?

Then the came the actual Physical Exam. Naturally, there's the repetitive health questions and stuff. But no, there was no touching of the balls and caressing of the legs. Unfortunately. Lol. He did take a look at it though.

The last stop was x-ray. We had to go down then out the building for it. Gilbert  was there when I arrived waiting outside the X-ray Mobile Truck thing. It was quite fancy inside - with sofa, dim lights, and all.

The rest of the night was work work work. It wasn't that bad though, not a lot of calls so we had a lot of time to rest as well. Thanks British people for not calling. :D

After work, before going home, Hazel and I decided to eat. I've been eating there for quite some time now but I just learned today that it's called "Rica's Tapsilogan."  I love the place  because it's inexpensive and the food is decent. (I just remembered the spaghetti from the pantry again. Argh!)

Bulak and I eat there every time he has to go home early morning from a sleep over before going home. For some reason, the place sells stuffed toys and other stuff that no one seems to be buying. I've been seeing these for almost a year now:

Hazel ordered "Baconsilog" (minus the sinangag) and I ordered "Chicksilog" (again, minus the sinangag, it  was served with plain rice) which she later envied me for. We talked about issues at work while eating. Gossips. Controversies. Speculations. The likes.

She also showed me her slimming capsules thing which, according to her, is working. Forgot to ask her for the name though. I'll ask her if anyone's interested. We ate happily ever after. :D

(pro-ject!)

(this is her praying for a better Fizzback. lol)

(menu)

(cholesterol. she has her slimming pills, don't worry.)

(inexpensively yummy!)

Let's start again.

I'm not really sure why I started blogging again.

Well, actually, I know why I started writing again. I was inspired by David Guison. Who is he? He's a brother of Chiqui, whom I courted (or at least I think I did) when I was in high school. For some reason I just remembered her and then of course I started browsing through her Facebook profile. And then I just decided to click on her brother's profile and then continued browsing.

And then I saw this photo:

Being a fan of the magazine, I knew right away that it is a part of the most recent issue of Garage Magazine. So I immediately grabbed my copy on my side table and looked for the page. Reread the article and then went back to his Facebook profile. That's when I saw the links to his blogs and other websites. He's quite good. Really interesting. A kind of life I would like to live, actually. And he's just 19.

So there. That is where the inspiration came from.

But the reason for me questioning my writing a blog again is because I'm not sure if there is anything much to write. My life is not really that cool. A nurse turned call center agent. What can I write about that? And more importantly, who will read my blogs. LOL.

Oh well. We'll see.

It's our 10th monthsary today, by the way. Happy monthsary Bulak!!! I love you! :D

thanks to joyce

it's been more than a year since my last blog... grabe... naaalala ko nung may panahon sa buhay ko na halos araw araw akong nag ta type sa blogs ko... take note, blogS...

sometimes love just ain’t enough

August 17th, 2007 by francismoses

yan ang last post ko... ang tagal na talaga no?...

and it's almost 5 months since i wrote in my diary... what's happining to me?!!?

per nabasa ko yung entry ni joyce... and it made me write...

what to write? i don't really know...

may bago na kong minamahal... or mahal ko ba talga siya? pero sigurado ako na mahal niya ako...

pero bat ako ganito? lage akong gumagawa ng mga bagay bagay para masaktan siya... pinagseselos ko siya? o sadyang gusto ko lang siyang pahirapan... wala na ba talaga akong kunsiyensya?

pero pag naiisip ko, it pains me to do this... so may kunsiyensiya pa din ako...

i'm sorry for doing this to you.. and i promise not to do this to you again...

sabi ko sa kanya na pumunta akong cubao... of course, inassume na niya agad na may kakatagpuin ako... pero ang totoo, nandito lang ako sa bahay... sa harap ng PC... pounding on my keyboard, writing this blog... after nito, tatawagan ko na siya... at sasabihin na niloloko ko lang siya... for sure umiiyak na naman to ngayon...

so ayun alng... akyat na ko sa taas, tawagan ko na siya... ok?

whew!

what a come back!

sometimes love just ain't enough

it's a song...



wala lang... ginawa ko lang title to catch your attention... did i? well, kungg oo, bikitima ka! hehehe... sorry... wala talaga magawa...



it's been, what? 4 days na walang pasok? since wednesday, let me check (counts with fingers...) ...3 days pa lang pala... eh since wala din daw pasok bukas... so that makes it four... at sa normal na mga estudyante, hanggang monday pa sila walang pasok... at since hindi ako normal na estudyante at ako ay isang frustrated cheerdancer, hindi kame papayag na hindi kame magpapa practice sa sunday at monday... huh!



ang SNA days ay nalalpit na... August 31... opening day... it's a 3 day event... at sa 31 din ang cheering competition... we only have exactly 2 weeks to prepare...



Useless informtaion: natalo ang insignis last year... may kaguluhang nangyari... ang conclusion ay hindi malinaw ang pagkakatalo namin... may nalalaman pa kameng red ribbon red ribbon tied somewhere ain the body and wearing of white shirt as a silent protest... madrama ang batch namen...



ngayon, we would like to win... And win it big! (ano daw?!) hehehe... nakakahiya sa lahat kung matatalo kame... we have to win... i hope we win... kasi naman... isusumbat samen ng mga tao... kapag natalo kame... noong summer pa kame nag start mag practice... kumusta naman!? kung hindi ba naman kame masyadong excited mag cheer... di ba!? ibarra kasi eh! (nanisi!?) ...pero ok din... at least hindi kame masyaso gahol sa oras...



i'm doing the mix for our music... no, actually, ibarra did the mixing of the music... (ano to, recipe? minimix!?) i'm just putting some pampagulo na effects... nabababoy ko na nga ata siya eh.... bahala kayo diyan!



just one itsy bitsy problem... the software/program that i'm using (acoustica) will expire in two days... actually, 1 and a half days... so either ibarra tell me what to do NOW or someone help me hack the code for this program...



nakakainis pa tong pc namen... i dont really know if it's the pc or the broadband... tsempuhan ang pag connect sa internet... grrr...!



i miss blogging din pala... wala lang... (i'll be posting this entry on (in?) all my 3 blogs... adik ako eh...)



oo nga pala... ibarra signed me up for this photography contest... ibarra and i along with another yet unidentified indvidual will be representing the batch for the contest... tuturuan daw ako ni ibarra... he kind of studied photography... he owns this camera na pang professional... me, i just take pictures with my digicam... it's not even mie... it's my ate's



so 'yun lang... I constantly read Abdul's blog... 'yun na lang ata ang natatanging connection ko sa kanya... at ang paminsan minsang pag cha chat sa ym... he said he seldom writes in the JD (joint diary)... ok lang yun... he's busy... i guess.... at nakakatawa pa din siya mag sulat... sila ni pinggoy... hehe!



goodluck sa mga walang pasok hanggang monday! mabulok kayo sa inyong mga tahanan! :P

Kumusta na kayo?

...iyan siguro ang sasabihin ng blog kong to kung nagsasalita siya...

Adik!?!?! June 2 na pala! Wahahaha! Sorry naman... (may magbabasa pa kaya nito?!)

So... Tapos na ang Summer... I survived... Barely... Per at least, 'di ba?

May mga ospital na kameng pagdyu dyutihan this coming Sem... Amang... VGH... St. Luke's... PGH... At ewan ewan... Basta madame... hehehe... Good lcuk... Sabi sa orientation... Isa sa mga requirements namen para maka graduate ay mag paanak ng at least 15 na mga buntis... So good luck sa mga paanakin ko... At ang sabi ni Dean... Ang dalawang susunod na taon ay magiging impyerno para sa amin... Parang Summer din daw... Mas mahaba nga lang... Woohoo!!!

Ang good news... Wala nang babagsak sa amen... Oh 'di ba!? Unless na lang siguro pumatay ka ng faculty or something... Whew!

Ang saya saya ko!

Pero may sakit ako...

'yun lang...

Wala pa ring love life... Just in case gusto niyong malaman...

Gusto ko na magka girlfriend... Just in case ule gusto niyo malaman...

Wala na kong maisip na isulat eh... Sorry... Tanong lang kayo sa ken... ok?

warning warning! hell on the way!!!

First day of summer clas...

Wala naman masyadong ginawa... Hehe... Orientation lang... AT may assignment na agad!!! Waah! Quiz daw bukas sa Nutrition at Health Care ata... Hindi naman siguro Pharma noh!!! Haller!?!?!?! Hay nako ah! ikamamatay na namen ang summer!!!

We had to buy our books na... And tatapusin namen and 2 makapal na libro plus ang Funda in 6 weeks... Hindi namen tatapusin ang Funda dahil kumusta naman yun di ba!?!?

My Godness... yan ang pharma at nutri book namen... kakabili lang kanina at piabalot kay ate inday (redundant pala ang "ate inday" kasi inday means ate in some language eh... But what the heck!)... Binili namen sa C&E kanina... sa Quezaon Ave... Walang tao... As opposed to the C&E located at Recto... Nuknukan ng haba sa pila! Kaya ayun... Medyo mas mura siya sa school... 1256 ang bili namen sa dalawang libro... 1400 siya sa school... haayz...
O cge na aral na!

Yuck! masusuka na ako sa sinasabi ko! Mag aaral!?!?! eeeewww!!!

Doing thy share...

A few more minutes and I am off to Robinsons!
I'm going to meet Yna there... she asked me to call her at around 7:30 and it's 7:27... so 3 more minutes... We are just waiting for her son to be fetched by the Alcantaras and we are off! We'll meet at Robinson's Metro East... Sarado siya ngayon so malamang sa labas kame magkikita ... Kung bukasyung ministop, dun kame... Sana bukas... Bibili pa akong chicha...

And after we meet, we'll go to Nette's... Kakain ata kame ng dinner.. Prinitong Tilapia ata ang ulam namen mamaya... Yum!

And then we are off to Antipolo Church!!! This would be my third time... And Yna's first! Yey! Ayaw sumama ni Miko at Joyce... Reason? Tinatamad sila... Boo!

This will be fun... Kela Nette na kame matutulog... Not! Haha! Manonood kameng DVD! hahaha! Ang saya saya! Wala lang...

Ayan... 7:32 na... I'll copy pasting this entry to my other blogs pa... So...

Toodles!!!

this day could be the happiest day of my life...

Today is my freakin' birthday!!! woohoo!!! i'm 18!!! Yey!

I don't really know what i'm so happy about... Maybe because i get to do a lot more things now that i am 18... Like what in particular? i don't know... maybe watch R18 things and go to bar without guilt anymore...

hay nako... i don't really know what to write

eh kasi naman may diary ako eh, di ba? pero i chose to write my first entry in my blog on my 18th birthday... woohoo! hail to blogger!

so... many things...

Ok... na kuha na namen, mga 2nd year nursing students, ang kaabang abang na envelop na naglalaman ng resulta kung mag sa summer ba kame sa trinity o hindi. take note: mag sa summer, hindi mag te third year... and i passed... wala lang... i passed lang... i think i just wrote that in such a way that it look so insignificant... but believe me, as a second year nursing student in trinity, its everything for us right now. And i did it. i passed...

Few friends wasn't able to qualify and it makes it so hard to completely feel happy about the result... many, in my circle of friends, passed but we feel very badly for those who did not...

what's done is done i guess... Tang inang Physics kasi yan oh! No, wait, hindi ang physics hundi yung prof!!! Fucker!!! Remember when i said i'd be really pissed kung magkaka Dos ako sa subject na yun? well guess what, i did!!! Fuck talaga! ...at ako na ang highest ah! nakakabad trip! 1.5 ako nung midterm (which is 1 point away from 1.25! 94 ako, 95 ang 1.25) at ngayon, dos ang final grade ko!?!? bad trip talaga. what makes it worst is that, she's the worst math related teacher I ever had!!!

Nang dahil sa kanya, ang dameng nawalan ng DL at ngayon, ang hindi mag te third year sa TUA ng dahil sa kanya! Feeling!?!?!?! eh hindi naman siya magaling magturo! in fact, ang bobo niya! shet!

im not saying her name dahil baka mangyari ang nangyari last time... i've learned from my mistake. huh! ...but the class is making her explain for the money she took from us! tang ina niya ah! bobo na nga siya mukahang pera pa! shet!!!

OK...

Remember... Birthday ko ngayon... :) ...hehehe... i'm suppose to be happy... and i am... im happy cursing that stupid, dumb, ugly woman... hahaha!

ok...

Thank you for everyone who i obliged to greet me! hehehe.... thank you really... Special thanks to Ramon Christian M. Lim who managed to greet me even with all those hatred he have for me... thank you, and i really am sorry for the wrong things i have done... but thank you... and belated happy birthday!

mamaya maya... mag su swimming ang trinity barkada... ang saya... basta... ang saya... for sure countless pictures na naman toh... hehehe... kaya yan... mag sa saya kame sa kabila ng lahat.... hehehe...

ok?

salamat sa lahat!

u'l be reading this entry in all my blogs! hahaha! and this will happen with all my other entries from now on! hehehe! FUN!!!

Happy Birthday to me!!! :)